I absolutely love that dude from Home alone 1. He's so adorable. does anybody know how the hell to put up a comment thingy? I don't know. sheesh. I'm so dead. It's like, I've been in a cave for a million years. and the only thing i care about right now is chocolate. I failed both maths. and MI. wow. i've never failed anything before... I couldn't stop crying. and my parents aren't helping either...
Ya know, i've just noticed how different NJC is from my promary school. I used to be a loner. well, i still am. and antisocial freak/loner, but now at least people talk to me. but it's not about me. today A (not gonna say the full name) fainted. and i rmbr this dude frm pri school, who fainted. and ppl pulled their bags out from under him and moved away, and left him to die (or so i thot back then) and today, our seniors(I think) or fellow IP one'rs caught him even tho they don't know him. i mean, it's like, scary... well, nice, but scary. the difference. it makes me wonder, would i have done the same? I certainly hope so...
It takes tiny things in life to make us realise who we are, and the changes that have taken place before our eyes, and we haven't even noticed. it's scary how fast days pass by, it's already March, Term 1 exams are over, disappointments, hope, and all the rest of that chestnut. it's like, where's our life going? my life, for one. i don't know if i'm even in control anymore. it's just (cliche) spiralling. I haven't made any buddies yet. i seem to sense a distinct seperation... maybe, well, most probably i did something totally gross, like spill noodles on my skirt and not notice, or spit(accidentally, of course) on someone... absolutely, ME. i mean, who else messes up life like that. i miss my buddies. my gang... cat, mars,(The 2 choir buds) venus(yepp, her real name) mel, kel(the two NP nuts) ayesh and kimmy(the two almost regular love-singing-dare-to-perform-on-stage gals). i miss them. it's like, i dpepended on them, ya know? for all those pitfalls and mountains. i haven't even had good time to read... normally that's my time, not many people can seperate me from my books (even when they run around on elephants with a hundred marching bands and a single(that's enough) maniac sister). and now, *sigh*.
Well, on a happier note, i have an uber sexy calculator! it plots my graphs for me! WOOTS! I haven't seen graph paper in ages! (well, 3 months, but that's cool) and it solves equations for me! (if i programme it right) and I CAN PLAY GAMES ON IT!!! AWESOME!!! i mean, even tho mario's a wee bit old, it works for me.
and on a not so happier note, i hate MI. well, not the teachers or anything, the subject itself. i know, i shouldn't hate anything, but IM JUST NOt FREAKING LOGICAL!! can't the world just accept that? my sister's playing neopets... yuck. i gave up neopets aaages ago...
I also discovered a new band, the Jonas Brothers. their music is hot. tho they're not. i mean, they were, but not they're not. and now i'm rhyming, yuck. AGH. i need to stop rhyming. hey! i stopped! wait. haiz. nvm.
some random dude invited me to be his MySpace buddy. he lives in the US. the scary thing is, i don't KNOW anyone from the US. so either the guy's a paedophile(sp?) or he added me be accident(well too late sucker!) or he's being random(shrugs, works for me) or he's a classmate who's exposing all my random behavior to the world on CNN. 0r something. ah well. tata for now.
lets believe togetther[3:54 AM]
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