ah, yes. it's been 10-15 minutes. where was i as the littany of my life poured out? ah, ok. now i remember.
No one ever mentioned how much misery you feel when you are the best friend... i mean, it hurts to hurt someone, but you get over it. the person you hurt never does. my empty paper plates(not that them being paper have anything to do with anything)
I want to write a book. i'm gonna include a synopsis of this wanna-be book (which will probably end up on fanfiction or fiction press anyway) . It's about a girl. who really, honestly doesn't know where she's going in life. she falls in love with this guy in high-school, whom she stays in love with, even as she goes to university(with him, might i add) and makes a best buddy. whos always in the background. nothing about him ever goes unnoticed by her, but he's like her brother, whom she goes gushing to every time her crush winks at her. he, on the other hand is absolutely, totally in love with her. he's an artist(having a guy be anything else, would be lame/gay) (i happen to believe that my perfect man is a poet on a motorbike, or something along the lines) he's the sweetest thing since saccharin, only he doesn't make people as sick, and he makes you wonder if she deserves him. mwhahaha! this already sounds like a shoddy romance novel, one of the kind you find in dollar stores? yepp. i'm lame. but i'm cool, cool as a watercooler. and bored. as bored as a black board. wow. i'm so lame. haiz.
either way. (looks left, then right, then crosses the road, and gets hit by a bus)
let me tell you the story of my life.
primary school, labeled as nerd. no one liked me. speat a bloody six years of my life's recess in a corner, reading. worked butt off. got 152 in PSLE. went to crescent. made awesome buddies. became a comp addict. learned bad words. began failing. hit lucky and got into gifted. in gifted, i discovered(in NJC, by the way) that my old friends just pretended. my life. just imagine, sunny sunshine in the sky. yeuch. i hate the sun. i like rain. anyway, and i had NO friends in gifted. i fell in, (and shit, gtg. bb
lets believe togetther[6:58 AM]
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